Australia 8:38am
Austria 2:38am
Spain 2:38am
Nothing has ever come close to making me want to leave. I am such an optimistic person and so easy going that nothing has ever bothered me. But not tonight, not tonight. I spent the hour long walk home in tears. I cried because I hurt. I hate that I don't speak Spanish, I hate that I am lost here in a world so different from my own, I hate that I'm in pain.
I will never leave though, never leave till it is time. I love the family and they adore me, so I will stay and be here for them all. I am in love with Spain, but I just don't seem to fit right in, no, not yet. I look forward to the weekend, a nice one by the sea. I look forward to the FIFA final, a nice one by the sea. I look forward to returning home, to Austria where family and friends await my return.
I miss everyone so dearly. But soon, but soon I will see you all again.
dont give up S, you have the opportunity many people are waiting to behold. You can do it precious, M. if you need to talk then just email me love ♥
ReplyDeletehope everything will be okay, and it will be *hugs*