"Dear diary"

Monday the 5th of July 2010

Australia 5:35am

Austria 11:35pm

Spain 11:35pm

Nothing too exciting has passed since last I wrote upon you. Paris here I come.

Saturday the 3rd of July 2010

I sit at a place where the sea meets the sky. Where there are no boundaries, no ends to the earth. I do not have much time here because each night brings another day and each day brings me closer and closer to the time I will fly.

To my Diary,

So much has passed since I wrote in you last. I wish I'd been more constant, but my memories will be within me forever. These memories to last a life time, these memories to tell the world, these memories to remind. Every time I stop and think I can never believe. "An intangible dream." But I am wrong, because I am here, and I am living the dream. I have surprised myself with my courage and ability to throw away the shame and keep on going. With my ability to take everything in and appreciate everything, everything. So much more is still to happen. So much is going to change, for I know I am growing, I know I am changing - for the better. Everything leading up till now and on into the future is a challenge, and will be a challenge, life is a challenge, One I have thrown myself into. I will always remember this.

Sincerely yours

Sheena Perndorfer

Sunday the 4th of July 2010

How can someone be so selfish?

I never thought I could want my alone time so much. I thank them so much for giving this to me. I can tell I will fall into a slumber in the car tonight. There is no way I am going to make the 3 hour car ride conscious.

A day of excitement and celebration.

Australia 4:43am

Austria 10:43pm

Spain 10:43pm

It's been a while since I blogged. I feel like so much has happened since last I wrote. I am loving this all too much, having the time of my life, living this chapter of my life in Spain. Hayley thank you so much for all the fin times and insanely appealing photographs. Brooke I miss you dearly and wish you home to PALMA, though I know you'll be "Living it up" in Madrid Spain (You bitch).

I finally have caught up on my much needed sleep and am even awaking from my slumber earlier than normal.

I have spent mornings aimlessly wandering sunflower fields. I have spent my mornings riding the bicycle into town. I have spent my mornings with family back home.

I have some very exciting news. I have decided to move my Au pairing job closer to home. The thought of living so very far from home was too much pain. So I did it, the email was sent, and my profile back up and running. Guess what!? Within a couple hours I had multiple emails. I was so excited, I felt almost famous. It was so much easier the 2nd time round to find a family. So today on the 1st of the month I found a beautiful family, one I know I will have alot of fun with, one closer to home, one where I get a 3 day weekend every weekend. I skyped them this morning and had so much fun speaking with them, I was sad to say goodbye, I wish I could go there now, but soon, only 37 more days till I go home, only 63 till I will start. I really cannot wait.

Me and Sweden

Gotta love the park

"Dude, where are you?"

To wander aimlessly is bliss

Hayley's an artist

It's appropriately named, Smiley

I am "Rocking the Converse"

Myself and Cecilia

Today is also my Mother's and my Abuelo's Happy, Happy Birthday.

So there you have it, a day of excitement and celebration.

Adios.